I love looking down at the brush burns on my wrist as I drive my car.
I love going home with stained panties in my purse.
I love undressing for a shower and noticing his purple finger prints patterned on my skin.
I love getting whiffs of stale saliva and sandalwood when the wind blows my hair across my nose.
I love the tender feeling of my raw esophagus as I swallow.
I love the random drips of girl cum and sloppy spit that drop down my leg as I walk in these loose pants.
I love the heart pounds that stop me in my tracks as I’m reminded of what I did this morning..
mmmm … what what he did to me this morning.
I love knowing I was cumming in his mouth while children were playing in the school yard and suits were busy in their cubes.
I love the sore muscles in my jaw as I chew my food.
I love the tiny aches and pains in my legs from contracting them so violently.
I love sitting down and losing my breath for a second as the pain between my legs shoots through me and gives me chills.
I even love taking a shit…

Baby, baby can’t u c

that I’m giving all of me

so it’s up to u now…

we could let time pass away

i’ll make an excuse to play

but it’s up to you now…

just wanna fulfill your needs

while your taken over me

so what do u want now?

take a picture

make a show

cause nobody has to know

all the ways

that we get down… 

I want u to take over control.

it’s like that feeling you get

the day after you spent

the night ripping at eachothers flesh

when right there on the spot

you can’t help but stop

the random memories 

that drop 

like pebbles from the sky

bam! crash! slap you

in shock…

it’s like when your floored

at the night before

flashes of frames

soar 

through your mind 

pause play and rewind

freezing that moment in time

sending that one of a kind

chill down your spine.

But your just brushing your teeth

cleaning dishes

changing sheets

and like a whack 

like a smack

it snaps you 

right back to that night before

and fuck, you’re still sore

but now you want more

time to explore how nasty,

how bad of a whore 

you could possibly be.

it hits you like a bat

when you least expect 

 flashbacks 

yep

it’s like that…

it’s vivid and free.

you make me feel like we have

one of those nights 

under our belt 

yet we haven’t even touched

haven’t even felt one fraction

of the fuck we’d do ohhh sooo well…

so why does my mind 

Flash daydreams

at random times

like for instance, today

when I’m standing in the hall

and i actually had to grip

hold myself up

against the wall?

for a SPLIT second

 knees shake

almost knocked down by iNSANE

flush of fever 

pouring down

taking over 

altering my state..            no, really. i had to stop and take a break.

it’s like i know what it could be

would be

and i think you’d agree

you’d fulfill fantasies i literally

imagine now

only in these daydreams.

don’t know how you did it

but you have this power

over my body

my mind

my pussy

over me.

damn, i wish we could just…. see. 

U would melt me like butter

I’d fall through the floor

U would break every boundary

u’d explore my soul

I’d be in ecstasy

As u had your way with me

U’d really give it to me

I’d give it to u easily

I Want…

Your body over mine

Sparkling wet

With beads of sweat dripping

Down your neck

And your lips on my skin

Down my chest

As ur hands

grasp my sides

Fingers fondle

dig in

Squeezing blood in my veins

Down my quivering thighs

And u stop at my hips

With ur lips in a grin

Give it a taste as my breath

quickens

Thickens

Luck suck and kiss

As u taste my skin

Stomach shakes

Body earthquake

As the chills

make the bumps on my legs

Take shape

And ur eyes catch mine

As ur fingers slide

Down

From my hips to feel

More of my drips

That u catch in ur mouth

As u sip on my skin

Now UR heartbeat

quickens

As the flavor

thickens

As ur fingers

Press and push

And caress

And I scream and beg

For more as u twirl

And my nails dig in

To the sheets as I squirm

Twisted and tangled

Our bodies angled

Drunk off ur touch

I miss it..

So much.

Intoxicating

Exhilarating

Fascinatingly strange

Reflexes surpass

Explanations of the brain

Can’t deny

Can’t hide

Body quivers

Body high

Instant reaction

Instant attraction

out of control

Satisfaction

Insides are stirring

Immediate stimulation

Senses awaken

Divine titillation

Tantalizing

Torture

I beg

Plead for more

As fingers explore

Shaken to the core..

magical touch

Sends my body

Rushing

Gushing

Crushing

Lusting

Blushing ..

Spine twisted

Tweaked with pinches

Tingles

Shakes

Quivers

Side stitches

wacked out nerves

run through like wires

As they burst

FIRE

Physical responses

Emotions inspired

One touch

One brush

One graze

One nudge

Feel energy

Flowing

From my neck

To my guts ..

A rub

A grasp

A pat

A pet

Has me gripping

Beats skipping

Hands fiddling

Soaking wet

The most innocent encounter

Makes my mind wonder

Wander

Perverted fantasies

I can’t help but ponder

Electrifying magic

Your hands

They have it

Holding static

FIRE

Animalistic desire

And it’s that gooood kinda loven

Juicy

Tender

Filthy

Rubben

While fingertips trace

Every line

Every seam

Nasty

Dirty

Grimy

Touchen

Dig

Groap

Tug

Hug

Squeeze

Every sensation

Exploding

Deep inside me..

Like an artist

Drawing

Painting

Crawling

Up and down his canvas

Studying every place

Every piece

Sending chills

Shrills

Shrieks

Liquid spills

It fulfills his hunger

His appetite

Solely for me ..

Turns me out

Turns me on

In that so right

But so wrong

Kind of madness

That adds

To the pleasurable scene

When passions take over

Like a drunk

That can’t sober

Till it’s over

And your gasping to breathe

In disbelief

Like sorcery

Witchcraft

It’s automatic

naturally

casting a spell

I can’t seem to release

And I’m helpless

drowning

at your mercy

But that magic

It’s got me

It’s hooked me

I don’t want to break free….

Your the alchemist

I’m your fiend.